Damn 3 bloody fuck cm.....
I'm so gonna train for that 3 cm.
And i definitely have to thanks Andy, Alphonsus and Kendal for giving me advices. Haha especially Andy. Maybe i'll let you join my Changi gang! LMAO!

Every meeting made me feel some kind of sadness that i just can't help it. I've even learnt the art of putting up a smile even against my feelings. Just let time heal. I'll try to make my time there meaningful as how Xing Quan did.

I've also been skipping out on some outings. Sorry guys. Can't help it.

This is definitely a very hectic term. I wonder if i'll get through this term safely or not.
Definitely have to thanks the people in my class for making me always looking so optimistic towards JC life though it it a difficult journey to walk. Especially the guys. Always 'bullying' your lao da. One day ah, i shall burn your houses and hang pig heads(plushies cheaper) at your bags! XD

Back to my everyday busy lifestyle.
Let's hope i don't get into the hospital for broken legs or mental reasons. OTZ||||

Oh yah, i recently help shoot for another photoshoot. The pictures were quite nice but not as nice as the bikini shoot. orz|||
In addition, the flash didn;t work well in the evning and i had to tune up the damn ISO to like 1200. Imagine all the noise. The photos were quite horrible and i had to delete. Photoshop noise reduction will not be of much up i guess.

Back to generating CS4. XD
(Please don;t report me!) XD

Rina prompted me to make a dA account so here it is!
http://keixtique69.deviantart.com/ =DD

All my photos taken during Camp Apeture and other outings!
Maybe i should post up Rina's shots? Hahahha XDXD

OMG I'm suffering from gastric?!?!?!
How can it be. God, i'm such a greedy glutton, how the hell did i get that illness?
Let's just see if that pills workd or if it will cause a reaction with the anti-biotics and panadol. OTZ|||

Dig my grave and place my precious cam + the sch flash in it too. OTZ|||

这个星期真是然我非常伤心难过。。。我不想说太多，以免被被人发现或得到不需要的可怜的眼光。。。我只想把整个事情都delete掉。现在只能靠时间来帮忙了。。。

今天下午帮了alumni做model，就觉得我们的关系变得越来越远了。没吃看到的时候，就觉得自己在面前地打招呼。。。我是不是很坏？也不能怪我，请给我多一点时间。。。

我好像把握所有拍得好照片放在这里，可是我懒惰P这些照片和防我的银号。。。继续在等吧！哈哈哈！

okay,在想多一次我还是把一些好看的照片放在这里吧！不然这里会变得好无聊。

I don;t know why i feel so short-fused today. Too much ES21? Or is it because of 霸王爱人 ending? Could it be the overload of homework i did today? I seriously don't know. Maybe try not to anger me these few days. Let me reflect on what i've done.

Yesterday, i had a shoot with Rina. Hahahs, secret for the version but all i can say is Macross Frontier. It's quite the irony that i never watch beyond episode 3 and yet all the photoshoots i took were Macross Frontier. It was quite exhausting but i managed to pull through and capture some nice shots.

Okay, sometimes i wanna quit being leader. It's fustrating to messed with.
That reminds me, i have yet to write my expectations. I know....For every of my team i have to write a freaking expectation list. This is goal setting. I seriously don;t like any mess up especially during cosfest where you can clearly distinguish the n00bs and the average and the pros. I bet you guys don;t want to burn your eyes either by you seeing cosfucks or seeing maybe a better version next to you.

Actually i was posting the expectations in a very amusing way. But my computer decided to hang on me. So fuck that. I'm not typing today.

我觉得好像我做了亏心事。有时候我真羡慕别人，对我来说，他们看起来好像很容易地选对的决定。做起事时， 他们一点也不烦恼。我真想知道他们对事情的想法。

这很不像我，一直为意见实在担心。通常，我对每个事都用开心的态度去面对。你也可以说我是个兴高采烈的人。可是现在我不停地在想起今天下我说发生的事。有一点感到美联在兼任了，献丑了。。。

还好今天有很多是要做完，没有用很多时间在责备自己。只是现在。。。我好像回去那个时候，改变我说做得说有，把它做好一点。。。可惜，时间是我的敌人。

好像挖个洞来把自己躲起来。。。

好了，决定把这件事赛除掉。。。 不要再想了！！

我一直在想多一件事。我为什么要去JC呢？今天老师们又给我多一件事去反省-为何我要选4个H2科目呢？ 我能够好好地把握的科目作好吗？我有没有能力去克服我的恐惧？我真的不知道。我只知道，从警我来到了MJC，09S109, 我遇到了一些很好的朋友。为了我自己，我要努力的学习，我要让我自己为自己感到骄傲。

如果我现在去加拿大，我的生活会不会变得根一有趣呢？

Hahahs, my current obsession. If you eyes have yet to focus on my obsession, well, it doesn;t matters since i'm going to tell you anyways. Yes! I. LOVE. MANLY. GUYS. =DDDD
Shinpachi might not be part of the main character group but hell yeah, check out his manliness. XD
Of course, my taste can also deviate very far from the shinpachi kind. Forexample Heisuke, the short guy. I call him monkey. XDXD I think i'm more suitable to cosplay him with my shortness, but heck care.

Ever since 1 week after school days, everyday has been so busy. Never has gone a day where i didn't do any homework and slack except on weekends.

Let's hope i did well for my interview but i felt a waste for not answering the last question...
Should i go sms Elliot my answer now? LMAO

Never mind, rejection is part and parcel of life. My principle is to take things at face value. No use thinking over it again and again. Do your best, hope for the best, expect the worst. =DD
My way of life.

This weekend already got booked, let's hope i don't slack off on Sunday.

I shall await anxiously for my 3 costumes to arrive. I can;t wait to see my new lovable costumes!

Thanks Zhao Ying and Jesslyn for your birthday presents this week! =DDD
Thanks Ash, Melo, Kor, Shinji, SEPHORA(forgot abt u OTZ) and Neko for the presents too! I totally love all the presents i recieved! (Exception : Zhao Ying oh-so-mushy-and-disgusting-and-ugly-handwriting-coupled-with-her-nonsense-content-and-highlighters-plus-foolscap-paper note to me.)

Time to log off. Cheerios.
(Ps, back to reading ebooks. They rock since i don't have to risk scoldings from my mother)

今天差一点要去跳楼自杀了。。。今天要把PI交上去，做GP&Physic的project, 还要做完chem.
好不容易才跳过自一关，还有多1年多。。。　死定了。。。 我觉得我会有一天一定会发疯。JC应该把学校放在医院的旁边，这样会对学生有很大的帮助。

今天真是够忙，够累了。 还有几次我对同学发点脾气。OTZ||| 真对不起！我不是故意的，只是有时会觉得很烦恼。。。 希望你们能够理解。 尤其是Paul&Bayu, 对不起，对不起。。 orz|||||

还要谢谢Langston, 应为他的冷笑话，我感到没有那么烦恼。他真是像一个很好的哥哥哦。

我今天也把我得EXCO nomination form 交给club了。。。希望我能进去EXCO...祝我好运吧！！！

Rina 刚刚给我看了他画的意图画! Suzaku画到好帅哦！！！ 这是他送给我的礼物！=DDD
给你们看一看吧！http://sgcafe.com/showthread.php?t=61409

49 minutes pass my birthday. It was an enjoyable yet stress birthday.

Same as usual, i recieve sms birthday blessings at 12 am and some later.

Then my classmates were so cute...wait, i shouldn;t describe majority as cute cause i cannot imagine Camillus being cute......OTZ|||
Okay they were very thoughtful!
They bought for me a apple pie. =DD Apple tend to be one of my fave fruit. Kekeke
They also found a secluded place and sang a birthday song. Hahaha! They must have known the pain of listening your birthday song being sung in the canteen. Surprisingly, today broke the most no. of birthday songs sang in the canteen? Okay maybe only 2...Hahaha

Okay that above was supposed to be posted yesterday but i couldn't rush out the post. OTZ

Anyways back to my birthday issue, Andy was sooooo funny la. He gave me an eraser cause he knows how small and miniture was my eraser. He bought for me the extra huge size one. LMAO

My sister gave me a bagpack. It's only till Zhao Ying reminded me that for 2 years she has been buying bags for me. Hahahah!

Yay, my 100th post, but i feel so not excited. In fact, i'm exhausted. Going to sleep in 10 minutes after blogging for that amount of time.

Call me smartass, call me a bastard, call me a sucker, i don;t care. I spent 3 hours to read 30 chapters of Eyeshield 21. It's too tempting, i kept reading till Deimon Devil Bats became the 3rd in the competition. Channel 56 is going to broadcast the anime, and let's hope that i can catch it. Shit, i forgot to watch Lamb 1 hour special. OTZ

Now, i'm rushing my PI for PW. Is quite tiring to read through all the pdf files and trying to extract information. However, i plan to do it best since PW will probably affect my university admission. Let's go!

Then tomorrow is going to a talk by the Photog excos to enlighten us on their jobs so as those future and aspiring jc1 excos can get a better idea on the scope of duties. I'm also planning to get into the exco. Yes, i might get busier but i'm willing. Think positively, a training for university hectic life. OTZ. I'm so far-fetched.

Btw, 07-GHOST anime raw came out already as said by Zelmer. I'll probably wait for the subbed version. I feel like so bad. I haven;t got time to find places to watch Seto no hanayume. Sorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry D= Maybe i'll download it into my Samsung. ^^\\\

Now, so as not to make my blog post uninteresting, i shall post some nice pictures. Btw, YESSSSSSSSSSSS
I RAN 480m x 8 = close to 4k. HAHHAHA. Okay no biggie to some out there but i sucks at running. I can't fufill photog club wish to beat the canoeing people. HAHHAHAHA

If you don't know, wait of course you don't know. It's a picture taken by me of my sister's room when trying out my new lens. 18-200mm ftw. =DD
Cool looking 'insect' HAHAH. I tend to like spikey hair. Same goes with Hiruma of Eyeshield 21. HIRUMA HIRUMA H
07 SHOST =D Handsome right? OMG, the water. They are out to make people bleed to death.

Self-explanatory. =D
WHO WANT TO DO THIS VERSION? LMAO. I NEED TO BUFF UP MY BODY. SUZAKY BODY = SHINPACHI BODY. OMGWITHBBQCHILLITOMATOESAUCE. Lelouch is a skinny ass btw. hahah. No offense.

Oh yah,. last thing. Thanks asu for keep helping me to order costumes despite her upcoming exams. OTZ. I'm forever indebted to her. OTZ.

My 99th post is going to be on.................




CAMP APERTURE.

Yes, photog do have camps too. It's definitely the best way to learn all the techniques fast!
It's a 2 day 1 night camp but i didn;t attend 1 day due to Speech Day. We did light photography which wasy supremely fun, and flash photography during the night. I love the external flashes. =DDD
I blinded Paul with 2 flashes! HAHHA He blinded me about 2 or 3 back. >.>||||

Then next day was more learning in the morning. Before i go into that, let me mention about what we did at night. What best to do when you're hiding from ghost stories and truth or dare? UNO! Yes. XD Not that i don't like ghost stories, but i rather watch it. I gained an adversion from truth or dare since.......i shan't say.

Okay nest morning more lessons on photoshop, studio photography and marro+prime lenses. Studio photography was totally camwhore sessions and candid sessions! I took many blackmail pictures of Zheng Hui. =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Yes, i'm a street photog in training. XDDDDDDDD

Then we went over to Plaza Singapura to eat pizza. I wanted to compete with Yimin by eating 4 pizzas but i was afraid there wasn't enough to go around. So i ate 3 only. The we proceeded to Fort Canning. And it rained. So the best place is of course, THE NATIONAL MUSEUM. Who doesn't want the air-conditioning? zzzz

Then walk and explore the mesuem again. I already explore it when i was there with rina and zaratul. Take some pictures. Then Paul help me take my picture while i take his. I feel so inferior. Damn. He's like pro and i'm like n00bshit. OTZ|||| I take so long to get the colour out nice. -emos-

Then slept for a while and proceeded to Marina Barrage(sp). At that moment, i saw a blue hair person! OMG. I was thinking, is it yukihoshi or rina? Haha, i guessed correctly! is Rina! XD
she had like the so many photographers to shoot her and denka. Omg. I feel even more n00bshit when helping her take her photo. OTZ|||||||||||||||||||||| -emos and rots-

Then usagi became a cam hjj LMAO. He molested my camera lens. HAHAHHA!
The photographers were so funny! they was saying zaraｒtul was using a "GN canon". INCOMING! HHAHAH. Then they were some omake. XD Too bad i couldn;t tag along as Mr Cheng arrived. They left quite soon then. Then the whole photog club hiked up to have a small picnic. They bought a cake to celebrate the 1st successful photog camp! Elliot must be supremely happy as he always dream about the camp. =DD

Took a group shot and then we left. I actually wanted to eat with Kay Ling and co. but i felt very tired. I couldn't bullshit in that kind of mood so i decided to head down to Tampines to find my family. They could also give me a free ride home instead of tugging my bag. Paul is such a smartass. He got a light bag and he left early. Lucky guy. zzzzzzz

Yeah so that's all. Time to sleep and wake up to rush maths homework for tuition. I feel really sad for my tuition teach, having to juggle so many things including me. Oh well, 船到桥头自然直。

ＥＹＥＳＨＩＥＬＤ　ＦＴＷ！
Ｉ＇ｌｌ　ｐｒｏｂａｂｌｙ　ｐｏｓｔ　ｕｐ　ｔｈｅ　ｐｉｃｔｕｒｅｓ　ｗｈｅｎ　ｉ　ｈａｖｅ　ｔｉｍｅ　ｔｏ　ｒｅｓｉｚｅ　ｔｈｅｍ．　ｗｈｉｃｈ　ｉｓ　ｍａｙｂｅ　ｎｅｘｔ　ｗｅｅｋ．　Ｌｏｏｋ　ｆｏｒｗａｒｄ　ｔｏ　ｉｔ！

I can wait forever...

刚刚看完了lamb part 2, 感到非常满意。lamb 没有辜负我的期望！
下个星期二还要看最后一级的lamb movie. =DDD

我明天一定会很忙。我要把钱交给rina, 要赶回去bv去拿奖，要回去mj露营（好像写错字了-。-|||）。。。

所以，今天我要干完我的数学功课。。。读econs。。。

好累喔。。。

现在还是去开始做功课吧。。。加油！！！
我给你们看一些照片先吧。 不然我的博客会看起来一点也不精彩。。。 〉。〉|||哈哈！Setsuna在这个照片虽然看起来很可怜可是我觉得他在这里很可爱喔。。。 hurhurhur 我的永远可爱的刹那！

Setsuna在这里就不可爱，可是好帅喔！！
哈哈！这个也是setsuna! 可是是他的gundam! hohoho! 对了！这三个照片都是bayu给的！哈哈！他知道刹那是我的弱点。。。OTL||||
虽然这个照片由‘一点’迟到可依你看我有多英军啊！rina也很帅！哈哈！

我好像做这个costume...OTZ|||可是现债钱不够用。。。谁要sponser我？哈哈！