It's not like i just found out more about myself but...i have very low tolerance.
I used to pride myself with high tolerance for heat due to certain everyday training but i was just bullshitting =DD

Guess what i'm doing now.
...
...
...
Building a doll house for the seven dwarves.
With ice-cream sticks. For my mother to display.
Well, how did this task came about?
She saw me making props for my cosplay so decided that i was good at DnT.
Too bad she did not see my practical results. Only my theory was a A++. My practical sucks.
I think i threw away the hook that i made during DnT lessons. You will not believe how horrendous it was, even though i did my best to saw the metal piece properly and sand it. They should have just gave me the metal cutting machine instead of leaving it upstairs. >.>

Time to update mye cosplay wants.
These few weeks of rotting infront of a screen and watching anime, reading manga have brought upon doom on me.
I'm so going bankrupt.

Anyways a song from a recent anime that i have been fixated on.
ドレス　- BUCK-TICK (Trinity Blood)

鏡の前で君とまどろむ
薄紅の指先
その手は不意に弱さを見せて
唇を塞いだ
あのひ君と約束を交わした
今は二人思い出せずに

退屈な歌に耳を傾け
窓の外見つめる
僕はDRESSを纏踊って見せよう
狂ってる会教えて
いつかかぜにさらわれてゆくだろう
今は二人想い出せず。。。woah

僕はなぜ風のように雲のように
あの空へと浮かぶ羽がないなぜ
星のように月のように全て包む
あの夜へと沈む羽がない。。。ああ。。

忘れないで愛溢れたあの日々
君の顔も思い出せずに
いつか風に書き消されてゆくだろう
いまは二人思い出せず。。。woah

僕はなぜ風のように雲のように
あの空へと浮かぶ羽がないなぜ
星のように月のように全て包む
あの夜へと沈む羽がない。。。ああ。。。

僕はなぜ風のように雲のように
あの空へと浮かぶ羽がないなぜ
この愛もこの傷も懐かしい
今は愛しくて痛み出す。。。ああ。

kagami no mae de kimi to madoromu
usubeni no yubisaki
sono te wa fui ni yowasa wo misete
kuchibiru wo fusaida
ano hi kimi to yakusoku wo kawashita
ima wa futari omoi dasezu ni

taikutsu na uta ni mimi wo katamuke
mado no soto mitsumeru
boku wa DRESS wo matori odotte miseyou
kurutterukai oshiete
itsuka kaze ni sarawarete yuku darou
ima wa futari omoi dasezu...woah...

boku wa naze kaze no you ni kumo no you ni
ano sora he to ukabu hane ga nai naze
hoshi no you ni tsuki no you ni subete tsutsumu
ano yoru he to shizumu hane ga nai...aa...

wasurenai de ai afureta ano hibi
kimi no kao mo omoi dasezu ni
itsuka kaze ni kaki kesarete yuku darou
ima wa futari omoi dasezu...woah...

boku wa naze kaze no you ni kumo no you ni
ano sora he to ukabu hane ga nai naze
hoshi no you ni tsuki no you ni subete tsutsumu
ano yoru he to shizumu hane ga nai...aa...

boku wa naze kaze no you ni kumo no you ni
ano sora he to ukabu hane ga nai naze
kono ai mo kono kizu mo natsukashii
ima wa itoshikute itamidasu...aa...

Dress
Lyrics: Sakurai Atsushi
Music: Hoshino Hidehiko

In front of the mirror, I doze off with you, your fingertips light pink
Your hand unconsciously showed me its weakness, and you shut your lips
That day, we exchanged promises
And now, we’re together, without remembering

Your ears are bored by a tedious song, and you gaze out of the window
Shall I put on the dress and dance for you? Am I crazy? Please tell me
Someday, maybe, we’ll be caressed by the wind
And now, we’re together, without remembering

Why can’t I float into the sky like the wind, like the clouds? I don't have wings, Why?
Like the stars, like the moon, I have no wings enfolding everything and sinking into the night, ah...

Don’t forget those days that overflowed with love
Without even remembering your face
Someday, maybe, I'll be erased by the wind
And now, we’re together, without remembering

Why can’t I float into the sky like the wind, like the clouds? I don't have wings, Why?
Like the stars, like the moon, I have no wings enfolding everything and sinking into the night, ah...

Why can’t I float into the sky like the wind, like the clouds? I don't have wings, Why?
This love and these scars are so dear
Now, they poignantly begin to ache, ah…

I love the song. <3~~
And the anime is definitely pleasing to the eyes, especially with Abel's transformation!
Oh, how i love that pair of blood-shot eyes, the wings and definitely the staff-like thing he uses.
Cain also looks delicious. 8DD

However, believe me, the manga is so much better with the plot. The anime really cut it short and they left out all the funny stuffs. I like Leon introduction to the baddies especially so.
"Not Vatican's dog but Vatican's WILD BEAST!!"
Father Tres is also pleasing to the eyes. I caught his sexy body at the scene selection wallpaper!
-nosebleed-
Definitely drool-worthy. "Positive."
Too bad i heard that the mangaka died...
So the manga probably is incomplete?
Not sure, check it up yourself.

I so want to do the cosplay now.
Hahha. -Digs a deeper hole for my grave-

I just chiong finish Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles Season 1.
Not as boring as it seems. (Pardon me cos i have short attention span.)
I even got to pick up some new songs for my playlist!

Next up on my anime list is (in no order):
Trinity Blood.
Kuroshitsuji.
Kateikyoushi Hitman Reborn.
Skip Beat.
Macross Frontier.
Neo Angelique Abyss.(Maybe i'll skip this. Looks quite boring despite the handsome guys that are nice to cosplay as. ^^)
Tsubasa Tokyo Revelations.
Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles Season 2.
XXXHolic.
Junjou Romantica.
Persona Trinity Soul.
Darker Than Black.

I'm so gonna die.
Have to earn money!

Anyways an awesome song from Tsubasa.

Yume no Tsubasa [Miyu Irino, Yui Makino]

こんなにも遠くへ二人は来てしまって
あの頃の幼い君の微笑みにもう帰れないね
君が笑う世界が好きで
側に居たいそれだけ忘れかけた痛みを胸に

Times goes by
時の流れは二人を変えて行くけれど、
無くした物も夢見る物もその手を取って思い出すよ
いつも君の側で

悲しい事さえ覚えておきたいから
君の地図に私のためのページを残しておいてね
未来から吹きつける風を
君はあの日信じた明日はもっと高く舞い上がれ

Times goes by
時が過ぎてもきっと変わらぬ物があるの
届かないから見つけたいから夢の翼を探しに行く
側に居てね　ずっと

Times goes by
時の流れは二人を変えていくけれど
無くした物も夢見る物もその手を取って思い出すよ
側に居るよ　ずっと

Konna ni mo tooku e futari wa kite shimatte
Ano koro no
Osanai kimi no hohoemi ni mou kaerenai ne

Kimi ga warau sekai ga suki de
Soba ni itai soredake
Wasurekaketa itami wo mune ni

Time goes by...
Toki no nagare wa
Futari wo kaette yuku keredo
Nakushita mono mo yume miru mono mo
Sono te o totte omoidasu yo
Itsumo kimi no soba de

Kanashii koto sae oboeteo kitai kara
Kimi no chizu ni
Watashi no tame no peeji wo nokoshite oite ne

Mirai kara fukitsukeru kaze o
Kimi wa ano hi shinjita
Ashita wa motto takaku maiagare

Time goes by...
Toki ga sugitemo kitto kawaranu
Mono ga aru no
Todokanai kara mitsuketai kara
Yume no tsubasa wo sagashi ni yuku
Soba ni ite ne
Zutto

Time goes by...
Toki no nagare wa
Futari wo kaette yuku keredo
Nakushita mono mo yume miru mono mo
Sono te o totte omoi dasu yo
(La la la la la la...)
Time goes by...
Toki ga sugitemo kitto kawareru
Mono ga aru no
Todokanai kara mitsuketai kara
Yume no tsubasa wo sagashi ni yuku
Soba ni iru yo
Zutto

Even like this, the two of us came to faraway
Your smile from while you were young
Back then won’t return anymore

I love the world in which you laugh
And I want to be by your side, just that
With pains that I started to forget in my chest

Time goes by
The flow of time changes the two of us
But the things that we’ve lost and things that we dream of, too
I’ll take your hand and remember them
Always, by your side

Because I want to remember even the sad things
On your map
Please leave a page for me

The wind that blows from the future
You believed in it back then
Tomorrow, soar higher up…

Time goes by
Even if time passes, I’m sure that unchanging things exist
Because I can’t reach them, because I want to find them
I’ll go search for the wings of dreams
Please be by my side, forever…

La la la…
I’ll be by your side, forever…

Have no been posting because the whole week was cramped with cosplay schedules.
Due to the upcoming AFA, i'ver been sewing non-stop like and idiot.
Even worse, i fell ill.
My nose is blocked and my voic1e sounds hoarse. Pity me. Yeah right.

Just watched a movie with Dad and Sister.
James Bond!!! Hahas
Funny shows. I like the hint of humour inside. Bwhahaha.

I have yet to fix my sword after destryoing it while dismentaling it. Sad.
Managed to finish my boot cover although it looks horrendous.
Seph boots and covers wtill with me.
I only did half the job and the rest are his responsibilty.
Truthfully, i do not have the slightest wish to do the zips part cos i feel damn embarrassed.
Excuse, i, unlike ZY, do not have a fetish for legs, so i dislike touching legs.
Sorry if i'm so conservative but seriously, i want to avoid that.
That's why i'm afraid i maybe irritated Seph cos he can't sew properly.
Ps. my sewing sucks too if u take a look at my handiwork. I poked and pricked myself a dozen times with blood oozing out. T_T And having girls genes is NOT an excuse that i can sew better. It's just practice and i started it when i started the boot covers.
No offense but i can only help him to a certain extent.

I've got my cam sitting beside me and now, i'm still wondering how do i work it tomorrow. D8

Worse and late news of all, TOP kissed Hyori on her lips.
I'm so sad. Cat cat broke this news to me during my prom night.
Maybe that's the price to pay for for being "Prom JESTER"
I want the photos that i bought!!!

RED EYES ALERT!
I've been missing my sleep cos i've been too busy!
Finally Graduation Day + Prom Night has passed!

Tonight was soooooo unexpected!
Well, i only expected guys to disturb me and i ended up getting an "award".
Yes!
I'm the Prom JESTER!
If you see me maybe u'll understand.
I shocked everyone! =DD

Pictures maybe next week when i collect all of them. 8DD

2 occasion to celebrate.
1. End of O level for me.
2. I completed my sword!

well, i'm a bit sad...
I was quite careless for my mcq. T_T
And my end product of the sword not that nice. ^^''
Afterall, i'm just a novice. You can't expect me to make a perfect sword magically appear.
Cut me some slack, or should i say i should cut myself some slack...

Here's the picture. I was to lazy to upload my process with painting it and etc.
Painting was a paint in the ass, so is using clay.
I'm somehow like a perfectionist so i kept trying to spray over those small little 1mm diameter dots and ended up spraying tons of layer.
Well, i didn't go so well for my clay making. I screw it up with uneven layers and found out the more i add the thicker it becomes. That's going to be a hazard if i continue to try to "even" the layers. Heck, with a heck-care attitude, i just sprayed it gold...
And it looks kind of horrendous... OTL|||

All that is left is to draw the black line on the blade. ^^

I'm finally willing myself to watch KHR. ^^
After enduring the 1st 15 episode finally something nice!
All the bishies are appearing. Yamamoto still my favourite. God, he's damn bloody DENSE! That's why he's lovable. 8DD

TOP just killed me with his staler camera pictures!
His face...-drools-
His CM for "Cyon" was...downright cool. -nosebleeds-
And, Big Bang got 2nd place for nearly most of their awards for some ceremony.
Why there's no first??
Well, DBSK stole the spotlight...OTL|||
-faints-

Anyways the pictures.
^^

Major headache, but oh well...
Shall post some quizes i found on Wayne's blog.

What Be Your Nerd Type? Your Result: Drama Nerd   You sure do love the spotlight and probably have a very out-going and loud personality. Or not. That's just a stereotype, of course. Participation in the theatre is something to be very proud of. Whether you have a great voice for musicals, or astounding skills for dramas/comedies; keep up the good work. We need more entertainment these days that isn't television and video games (not that these things are bad, necessarily.)
Science/Math Nerd
Anime Nerd
Gamer/Computer Nerd
Literature Nerd
Social Nerd
Musician
Artistic Nerd
What Be Your Nerd Type? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

you are olivedrab #688E23

Your dominant hues are green and yellow. There's no doubt about the fact that you think with your head, but you don't want to be seen as boring and want people to know about your adventurous streak now and again. Your saturation level is higher than average - You know what you want, but sometimes know not to tell everyone. You value accomplishments and know you can get the job done, so don't be afraid to run out and make things happen. Your outlook on life can be bright or dark, depending on the situation. You are flexible and see things objectively.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

Btw must listen to "Sunset Glow" by Big Bang!
Hahahs
Finally TOP got more rapping parts.
G-dragon as usual still rapping and singing.
Hahhas
I can't wait for my costume.
Damn i have to make my way down to Plaza Sing one day to get paper clay...
I'm a lazy-ass

Anyways, spam on TOP picture. ^^

I'm AMAZED.
http://www.soompi.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=112415
It's the url to the top 100 most wanted males in Korea on Mnet.
I was scrolling through it and already thought of some possible candidates.
Se7en got in, G-dragon, TOP(homg he's absolutely love!), and some from Suju like KangIn(whose photo is sooooo adorable!) and SiWon(handsome fellow <3~~).
When i saw Xiah in there, i'm not surprised and even bet that all the members will be in.
However that was my disappointment.
Jaejoong, Yunho and Yoochun were not in!
YUNHO~~~~~~~ NO!!!!!!!!
I'm quite sad.

But with G-dragon, and TOP in, I'm a happy person. -does 3 cheers-

Anyways Happy Belated Birthday to TOP [I didn't know it was 4th but i knew it was in november. ^^''']
And get well soon TOP!
Don't go drinking and mixing your flu medication again!
Hhahas!

Lastly a photo of my beloved TOP!

Let's welcome the new member into the group "Cyclops"!
Thus currently there are 2 members!
TOP and G-dragon! XD

Shit I'm dying! D8
2 papers, make matters worse - literature, kills the brain cells.
And my brain cells cannot regenerate...well everyones too ^^''
But i just killed a whole lot. There goes my IQ of 300...-get bricked by kaya toast-
2 more papers!!!!!!!
SCIENCES MCQ 8DDDD

I'm lazing around for now, finding excuse to not study Chinese.
i have no idea why i;m not satisfied with a B3 D=
Well, i did my sword the whole day and watch finish "Mai Otome" the whole series finish.
I was a tad bit unhappy with the ending.
In the end, Sergey chose Nina.
Somehow he seemed more handsome than in "Mai Hime", but i prefer him in "Mai Hime"
At least he was with the one he loved, furthermore, he even gained a wow power to fight Reito.
However Reito is still my favourite although he was a cyborg in "Mai Otome"
Then, i saw Mai and Mikoto too. I can't believe they made Mai destroy her Child. OTL|||
And her Child even became a small kitten!
-speechless-
I'm so tempted to watch "mai Hime" again to wash off the distaste caused by Nina...
D8

Last but not least,
A Yunho avatar i saw!


My "claymore-like" sword is lying on my bed, getting pinched by pegs due to my inability to weild a hotgue gun. ^^'''

Been busy with O level since yesterday.
So i took the chance to rush my prop for afa.

Yeah this is the sword i'm doing.
Had to stare at it for 30min-1hr to figure out how i'm going to start on it.
Well, my 1st time starting on such a prop from scratch that is kind of big?

started with the basic shape.
Well, I went shopping and i did look wierd carrying a broom stick around...plus 2 huge-ass plastic boards...


Then this is the hilt(part 1).
Colourful right?
Cos i ran out of brown colour icream sticks so i had to dig out a whole bunch of coloured ones that have been rotting in my cupboard. ^^''





There's the hilt (part 2).
Took a long time to do...maybe the whole afternoon?
Actually i just wanted a simple design where i draw and just paint it to colour it.
Then, i thought of doing a 3D design so i can just spray paint and it will look nicer...
Thus i gave myself a heck load of job. Craving that damn batman , not to mention drawing since my art is a E8, was a headache.



These 2 are also troublesome...
The triangles are supposed to be the pointed tip but as u can see from the shape...they are disfigured.
I have to remake them! Goodness me.
Then the circle thing is making you curious, am I right?
Hahas. It's actually for the end part where there's a gold circle. Well i can't think of any way to attach the circle so...that's my retarded idea...

Last of all

All the junks under my table. Hhahas.
CUrrently the rest of the sword are residing there too. XD
It's the best place to hide. 8DD

Back to studying for O Level tomorrow.
7 more papers left!

Sebastian <3~~
I want to have his tattoo! hahahs
Zelly can have his lips tho. 8DD
To end it off, A TOP PHOTO!